Day 12 (2nd day of level 2) I WANNA DIE

Today I was not motivated to start my workout. I really wanted to workout before eating breakfast, but decided to eat a snack pack of baby carrots in the morning when DS2 ate breakfast.

I then proceeded to do a load of laundry, tidy up the room and lounged around on the computer. It was already almost 12:30 PM, I still did not eat breakfast other than my carrots and already 2 cups of water. I've mentioned here a few times that I liked being sore because to me it was an indicator that something was working on my body. My muscles were being worked, stretched and hopefully it meant some of the fat was melting away. I went to bed whimpering and my husband said I better give my body a rest so that I wouldn't injure myself. Being the stubborn girl that I am, I sucked it up, shut up and hoped tomorrow I would feel better.

Yes, I did wake up this morning with my lower leg feeling better, but I was still sore. So by the time workout time came around I kept thinking...Jillian was right...."I feel like I wanna die!" Level two is TOUGH and she's right, this is no joke. I did better than yesterday, which I'm very proud of, but I'm doing things for the most part Anita-style. I didn't take as many breaks (of course I still had to! Who doesn't on their 2ND day of level 2??). But I definitely was able to stick through it longer. I can't take all the moves in plank position, but hopefully quickly I'll adapt and be able to do them Natalie-style even thought she cheats, lol.

I just have to remember that I'm almost at the halfway point! Monday will mark the day! That's also Memorial Day, which should be a day to sleep in since the kids don't have school. Sigh. I wonder when I'll get around to shredding that day? Oh well, that's still two days from now. Why should I worry now? I should worry about eating lunch already!